Different in Me

My birthday was Saturday, the same day as the solar eclipse. I drove to one of my favorite coffee shops/bakery and ordered a Dirty Horchata to drink and of course, CAKE! Then, I walked next door to one of my favorite shops and fell in love with a candle to bring home.

My truck was parked on a hill, but I didn’t realize how much of an incline he was parked on until I started juggling my packages along with a full drink to open his door. Sitting my drink on the ledge of the truck bed, I placed everything in the back seat and shut the door. That’s when I heard a plop/splash and looked down at my feet to see my beautiful Horchata covering the pavement. I bent over and picked up the cup, lid and straw placing it inside the truck to throw away once home.

Not that long ago I would have had a fit and tried to fix it, but no emotions erupted. Instead, there was immediate acceptance of the situation. I’m sure I could have walked back into the coffee shop to replay the scenario to the girl behind the counter and she would have replaced the spilled drink, but that day, I came home. Maybe I didn’t need any more coffee for what lied ahead.

I read recently, as God followers, we’re supposed to be a light. That wasn’t a revelation for me because I’m familiar with the verse, but when people look at us, they are supposed to see light and want what we have. There was a man standing in the parking lot talking on his phone when the cup spilled and I noticed he was holding an iced coffee, so he knew the value in that cup to coffee lovers everywhere, but I didn’t remain calm for him. I’m sure what he witnessed that day looked different, but as I was driving away, what I felt was different in me.

Different-Micah Tyler

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11 responses to “Different in Me”

  1. So first off, Happy belated birthday. Secondly, I have to ask..you said, ” Maybe I didn’t need any more coffee for what lied ahead. ” I have to hear more. (only if you want to) I do feel your pain, even way up here in Iowa. :-) I’ve shattered my favorite hand made coffee mug, at least once, if not twice and it was like a gut punch. And finally, you are 100% right about what people see coming out of our lives…good and not so good. What do you attribute the changed response to? DM

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    1. Happy Birthday! I hope you have a great year.

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      1. Thank you, Gary! And thank you for signing up for my newsletter! 💜

        I Googled the significance of having your birthday the same day as a solar eclipse and it’s a tad bit unsettling! “The year that follows will be a critical one for you. You may experience a big change in lifestyle, or massive change in one specific part of your life.”, per Google. We might need to buckle up, Gary! 😂

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      2. Well, when riding that roller coaster of life, throw your arms up in the air and say “Whee!”

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    2. Thank you, DM. Ah, so you caught the sentence that slipped in there with a story of it’s own. The people who live on my street surprised me with a homemade birthday cake, candles and card after I returned home. They marched into my front yard singing ‘happy birthday’ and I was so shocked DM, I didn’t know how to respond! They each took time to write something inside the card, similar to a high school yearbook. I’m still not over it, but was happy that I wasn’t overly caffeinated.

      Ooof….that is sad to break one of your most treasured mugs, so maybe because this was a plastic cup, it was easier on the heart? I attribute the ‘no response’ to asking God to do a change in me this year. It’s been a constant prayer of, “Your will, not mine”, and trusting Him in every outcome. I’m trying my best to trust Him in all things and even if they cause a twinge of pain at first, He knows what’s best. 😊

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  2. A belated Happy Birthday. I wrote it in my planner so I won’t forget next year. Regardless go what Google prophecies, I hope a year filled with peace and love. Sorry about your cup. ⭐️

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    1. Thank you, lovely! 💜

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  3. Hi Barb,
    Happy Belated birthday! I hope you are enjoying your candle.
    I am glad you handled this accident with grace. It did not take your peace away, instead it gave you a new perspective! Blessings!
    I need to sign up

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    1. Thank you, Ana!!! That’s another way of looking at it…unwilling to let go of my peace! Many blessings to you my friend and here’s the link! https://inbarbsworld.myflodesk.com/sv3ov5jtmy

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  4. While I know it’s beside the core point of the post, I love that you call your truck “he.” My car, which is fading fast after a solid 17 years, is a “she.” :D

    And … I daresay you accepted the dirty horchata spillage quicker than I (believe I) would have. That sounds so amazing (not-spilled, natch; I love horchata, but not off the ground) to me right now, my mouth is actually watering!

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    1. Hahaha Deborah. Yes, his name is Steve and has his moments of costly maintenance at the age of 15. I love that you caught that in the post! Horchata is like drinking pure goodness through a straw! 💜

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